i’m crying for the person - the radiant true soul-being - who does not dare to show itself to the world…share itself with the world
for fear of being misunderstood, or criticized, judged, mis-used, abused.
the brightened star shining within
a person i never knew i was until now.
where has my soul gone hiding?
i cannot live any longer this way.
it is time to emerge, to allow.
today has been an amazing day
this morning i awoke at 5am
to sit for meditation
and clarify from deep inside
what i truly want in this life
softly, with pervading stillness, entering into the depths of awareness.
i want to allow the healer inside me to serve the world
i want to dance myself to health - to find the path of healing through dance.
because dancing is the joyest for me in life.
Today for the first time, I find myself engaging in consciously, compassionately, and clearly saying "No" to situations that I feel in my gut, are not in harmony with health and wellbeing.
I am honoring myself by respecting my instinctive feelings, and abiding within my capability.
In doing so, I come to stand - centered in the present - as an open doorway of happiness and positive possibilities.
Yet, everything I've ever experienced in life, has been part of the learning that brings me to be where I am now.
Every experience of pain helps me to learn what is of true meaning for me - what is decent, compassionate and wise.
And in the very depth of pain, the door opens to go beyond - into boundless love.